Saturday, March 12, 2005
Read jiexuan's blog...rather surprise that she has written really alot about reality in life and friendship things...but what she say is really true...I totally agree i have met these several times in my life...including now i guess...I really don't know what's wrong with things around me and i don't know if i can trust anyone or anything...looking at things collapsing and breaking up in front of me makes me feel uneasy and helpless...really helpless...makes me wana put them all to an end at once if i could...I know what im saying may makes not much sense or even no sense at all...but i'm speaking from my heart of what i think...it's difficult to spell out everything...since now we had gotten so deep and knew too well of what's happening around...maybe someday...it will be easy to understand why i feel this way...I find it more and more harder to be speaking truthfully to people cause i really have doubts what they might be thinking about me...where can i find back those innocent and carefree lifestyles?Only in primary schools i guess...where we as kids are really innocent and oblivious about things around...only playing and laughing aloud with fellow friends...good to relish those memories...
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