Thursday, May 05, 2005
Just a few questions that keep stirring in my mind recently...to be exact it's not really only recently then i found out about these questions...i mean they HAVE been in my mind since a few years back already...until now that i noticed the situation i have came across seem to keep those questions pending in my head...i still can't get into the real scene and managed to grab a part of people's lives!
Sometimes i have a urge to stay out for a few days, chill out somewhere and forget all about the things or problems...i mean of course i really hope i can run away from reality(who don't want this right?), i know problems are meant to be solved and to make us mature at every stage but can i just live out of reality for just a few days so that when i return to the cruel world i can have a clear mind to face all these?Makes sense..?
The day before i had been forced to make another choice...i hate to makes choices!
I need to choose my IS modules in coming year 2 and my mind was struggling between languages and other non-language modules...'cause i cant imagine myself coping well in French if i were to take it...advices given to me were making sense and i felt touched for all those advices from shuyun too =) In the end i picked life science and business etiquette & image.
I want to take something i'm confident and really interested in...i don't want to repeat the same mistake all over again...yes it's THAT mistake that landed me here now *sigh*
I enjoyed monday =D
I seriously want to be on a diet im gaining weight again :'( and i had a horrible dream last night about my weight...i don't want it to happen sobsob...control myself!
My dream also relates something about terrorists attacks...the scene was terrible and i was part of victim somemore!Wonder how come i would come up with a dream like that last night...
Hope everything is going well and fine for all of u reading my blog =)
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