Wednesday, June 15, 2005
That kind of fear and worry clouded my head again these days...i felt helpless...advertisements tv dramas kept reminding me of the problem...is it destined?should i call the number?i'm really scared...living in fear right now...just telling myself to appear normal and not think too much...
I felt useless when i couldnt help her anything...she turned to me and i promised i would help her but...now i felt that i couldnt seem to face people that are close to me...i'm sorry.
It's my sis birthday...i prayed hard for her that she will be fine too...i suddenly feel that i want to be more closer to her...i owed u a present okay?
5 days in a row we met...feel really uneasy when we cant meet suddenly...that bus the stretch of road are part of my life...forever...can it be?i have already said yes for a long long time...how about...you?
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