Wednesday, July 20, 2005
My mood is really sucky these days..i vent all my anger on people..wait..it seems that its not everybody around me..its just him only..i seem to vent it all on him only..and awhile i gets happier and just a blink of a second i'm back to square one again:moody, frustrated, sad, stressed out and somehow..jealousy..ya..i realised how easy i can get be jealous and the worst thing..inferiority is haunting me..whatever people say(especially him) about pretty lil girls and stuffs right..my mood swings will start to haunt the insides of me..haiz this is just so bad..last night i got a real big scare..cried so hard once again..but glad that everything is fine..maybe i shouldn't mention it again..
I'm extremely demanding and emotional and sensitive too..all the bad qualities you can find in me..i'm at fault always..i'm really sorry =(
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