Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Just when things seem to be going rather smoothly..something someone will hit us somehow somewhere..i faced it in front of my very own eyes..i don't know what to do or react..my once warmed heart turned cold immediately..i'm really really scared..what if i'm not there today?what will happen?i can't imagine..never will i want to imagine it too..
I want to be happy more..i want to affect or influence..i want to put an impact..i want to get rid of that big devil..i aim to do that..trust me i will try my best..i want everything to be fine..i don't want downs..i want ups..
Things seem to stress me up again..things start to get haywired again..just when i think it's just normal and fine at the present situation now..I need to deal with many things..both emotionally and physically..emotions are the worst to cope with..i think i may turn crazy..laugh out non-stop all of a sudden and cry non-stop in the next moment..
Whatever it is..i need to be strong..and take things at its stride..going along with the waves or whatever it is called..
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