Monday, September 26, 2005
I'm tired!
After 3 days of working!
After 3 days of 9hrs each!(well it's long okay!=P)
But dunno why at the end of the day i always felt so cheerful again (:
But i had irregular meals for the 3 days!
First day i didnt even ate anything from 2pm till 9.30pm!I didnt felt hungry..maybe because of the boredom..but at the end of the day..i BINGE on lots of food!so well all the day's worth free of calories was filled up again..hahaha to think i can still be so gleeful..
Second day i ate at 4pm..eileen went over to accompany me for awhile haha (: i think that day was rather a bad one though..
Third day which was yesterday..hmm actually almost the whole day i was pouting and wore a gloomy face..but everything seemed to brighten up after 9pm!I felt that time was passing rather fast yesterday la..on the way home we joked about bangala..haha caught drifting away abit too overboard about them..lucky didnt get bashed up by them =P oh yeah..maybe i should fill up abit about why we started off this topic of bangala yesterday..i had no choice(not counting mrt)but to take 67 to and from my workplace..and and~the bus passes by lil india and such..aha there goes the bunch of bangala that always board this particular bus to geylang..yup..especially last night!You can see the whole street along lil india hovered by the indians..hmm i guessed it consisted more of the foreign workers..it was rather late already then..anyway thats how we started yaking away the whole bus journey~~And u all should know how they look at girls as if they had never seen a lady before in their lifetime..of course along the ride there was this particular 2 of them who kept staring at us even though i was practically glaring at them rudely for so many times!It's so creepy to take bus 67 ALONE at night *shivers*
I read the blog after so long..i wasnt online for the past few days..it says alot of stuffs there..she seems the cheerful girl again..for this im really happy for her..but..i feel lost in her world too..i realised i wasn't involved in it for a very very long time since..i know i shouldnt ask for more because it was me who started the drifting part..but i felt a stab in my heart..i felt like the sad and anger written was about me..we both belong to the catagory of thinking too much remember?i tried but didnt get any response the first time..i felt disappointed..i know i always look cold..really cold but u should know im a very emotional person..i wish to turn back time..turn back to before where my attitude problems started off..and switched it off completely..if not everything will not be like that..
Damn..i had to go for work again now =(
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