Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Was browsing friends' and some strangers' blogs..i have to say what they are having right now are really sweet..i admit i feel kind of jealous but at the same time sad too..hmm really makes me wonder is it because i don't deserve these kind of treatment at all just because i don't fit the certain requirements..sometimes certain treatment i faced were really making me feel demoralising..just because of the qualities i have now?I'm really angry at the thought of it..haiz
But nevertheless..i know i have a bunch of friends who treasure me :) and i know i should be happy enough just to have them by my side always :)
so..shooo all those away who thinks i ought to be treated like a dirt..and thinks i should only be treated as much as what qualities i have now..i don't want to give a damn to it anymore it only makes people sad and demoralising..and if these people just want to take things for granted then sorry i ought to move on with my life and not just be stuck at the same place..im really beginning to hate people who just takes people's care or love or things for granted..
sorry..there's no hard feelings here its just a random thought i had..
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