Monday, January 22, 2007
It was quite a meal for us over at Fish & Co..i love the lighting and scenery over there well i hope i can go there again :) it's really nice to have someone else to decide the place to go and to eat..i felt touched for some reason haha..
I enjoyed myself for those period of times..as usual i was crapping and behaving stupidly(due to shyness i think) but i didnt expect things that happen will make me think so much..and i guess from the expression and his behaviour i can sense something wrong thus negative thoughts start running through my mind wildly..that feeling was really horrible especially when you were pretty sure that there was really something amiss going on but he just simply refused to say anything at all..this kind of feeling really kills :( As a result, my way home was a confusing and drastic one..haiz..
The aftermath messages sent seemed alright but i just couldnt help thinking about it..the first message today sweetens my day up a little and he chose to say those feelings he had finally..i was surprised at what he said but also at the same time i felt really touched and happy..didnt know that my expression that night revealed such a message to him..I hope everything was from the bottom of his heart..and..not those horrible thoughts that i had :(
Feelings can be revealed this way?Or just simply that few moment of feelings that a person may have ONLY at that point of time?
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