Friday, January 12, 2007
Today was a day where i had so many different feelings..but tired and feeling sian were the ones who never deserted me whatever i do and wherever i went haha..Dont know why i just cant stop thoughts flowing in my head just kept thinking and thinking..Life can sometimes be really unfair thats all i can say..
Actually on and off many many things happen..dont know if u were to categorise them as minor or major..just now while i was bitching to him about one angry incident..i dont know if he may start having negative thoughts about me since then..Makes me wonder if feelings towards a person can be that fragile..one moment u may be thinking otherwise about someone else because of certain matters..Wonder what's his about?
But i realise the more i start bitching about things to people the more i get agitated its like volcano erupting and u dont care about your surroundings at all just kept scolding vulgarities whenever possible @_@ thats really horrible but the moment everything was let off.."ahhhh~" your heart cant help feeling shiok :)
A rainy day like this simply gives me mixed feelings..i dare not say its more of happy but i wish i can feel some warm and nice hugs suddenly :( anyone wants to hug me?haha..
I really hope tomorrow is once again all cleared and carefree and happy day for me..just a simple wish?It seems like there is something cold going on now again :(
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