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Friday, February 02, 2007

Last night i was feeing so horrible..bet it was contributed largely by the IBS presentation..and i felt even more stressed out when i started to rush and do it at the eleventh hour :( last minute work feels really horrible but i simply cant change this bad habit of mine..I guess because of the "ordeal" i faced last night..i felt sick this morning and felt so cold too..can u imagine the journey to school?and..without that particular form of encouragement and comfort :(

I want to be both dependent and independent but..can i bent more towards dependent?So that as much as i can feel protected and cared for?So that i wont feel being ignored like as if im really very independent and i can keep my stress and problems to myself?So that i open myself up even more?So that i wont have that kind of feeling anymore???

I want to but yet i dont want to but i know my heart wants it more than my head..but maybe i should save some pride for myself too but..for what am i troubling over?i really cant find the answer at all..i really m*** so much but i felt retricted to say it..my heart is being caged.

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