Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I think girls are just strange..even though they dont like this person be it their characteristics or anything..they STILL find themselves "stalking" them..i mean stalking their blogs friendster or anything that has news of them..ya im including myself in this group of girls too..I came about this stranger in youtube and i dont quite fancy her but anyway i have been a stalker of her blog and recently i just read something that she wrote in chinese in which i really find it very meaningful to think about..there it goes(i hope i'm not violating any criminal offence by quoting other bloggers' entries):
我听说过，一个人这一生，会遇到三种人。第一，是我最爱的人；第二，是最爱我的人；第三，是终生相许的人，可都不是双方最爱的人。我很欣慰，我遇到了第一种人；却很无奈我不是他的最爱。我不知，今生何时我才能遇到第二以及第三种人。算我迟钝，或许那些人已经出现；可我现在，只想好好的活在当下。这人生是那么的漫长，同时也很短暂。我想好好地走完这人生，尽情去品尝它的精华；同时也要掌握每一分每一秒，因为你不知你何时会失去身边的人和机会。
Now i think these kind of writings really made me ponder long enough..and stirred up some memories myself..but after she wrote these i suddenly felt that i have another different view towards her again.
Today wasn't a very pleasant day i guess..but i won't be affected by it forever because i think i care about what you think of me more than anything else..i have gradually come to realize that as months pass..i know i behaved too drastically but i think i reacted heavily based on what i have seen..i know we can't possibly be expecting everything to be smooth-sailing..cause we learn more along the way and soon master the art of giving in at times :) and finally..i felt really touched that i didn't face a scolding mouth afterall my over-reactive behaviour..thanks :)
You know i feel an urge to try every methods that i could to achieve it.
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