Saturday, June 09, 2007
It will be 3 weeks this time round..not 1 week or 2 plus completely no ways of forms of contact or whatsoever..
Just on the very last day i have so many thoughts but i know what does it mainly consist of..yea those same old problems and topics again..sometimes i really wonder when will it ever stop haunting me and i know there's only one damn way to get rid of it..the more i look at those beautiful pretty pictures of them the more i wanna curse and swear!Cause i know i realize it's so darn bloody hard to achieve it when i tried it last evening with my sis!!
Hope that my final motivation can be found from my sister..cause i really think that she have a better discipline than myself.
And that fateful night for 2 whole hours it's such a tough night to deal with..hoping to get some assurance but to no avail..just silence for most of the time i spoke tearfully..Thoughts of breaking away really came into my mind most of the time since no one is willing to wait for me..so why the hell should i be clinging to this?
If i want to..will u let me?
Wanna get happy and high tonight! :)
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