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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

This is not a good month for me.
I slipped and fell at times of arguments.
I cried badly loads of time.
I was not recognized of my contributions in the past.
Instead i felt as if i was penalized for the change(bad) in me recently.
I felt so damn disappointed and hurt.

I'm back to my routine of stuffing myself with food in times of unhappiness again.
Surprisingly, my mum is the one who entertains me and keeps me sane again.
She frequently mentioned about how is it going on.
Singing praises which i prayed that it will happen too. But the thoughts of it only make me feel even more sore.
Even approving me to go dinner if i were asked to on Wednesday night.
I even tried hinting.
But..
I just got even more disappointed in the end.
I can only say that her hopes are not fulfilled.
And i'm the one who ends up being the saddest of all.

Should i take it tomorrow?
Can you believe that i'm having doubts on that?
Ya..i began to believe i have changed.

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