Friday, May 01, 2009
In the past I do not see what I'm doing as dangerous or anywhere near this word.
But gradually, I sat myself down and asked some serious questions.
I do seem to realise what I'm doing may only cause harm to myself in due course.
I only remember telling myself it's worth it.
Sometimes when things turn ugly..it simply brings me back to insecurity.
Yes, that's the only word used in my dictionary.
Which means back to square one all over again.
The irony of it I realised, is that no matter how angry I may be, everything will just numb my heart more.
Maybe one day..
It will just ceased when my heart lose the will to function.
Once is already damaging enough..
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10:17 PM